Unravelling the Tensions...

Last weeks Intentions were working, though my energy level dropped down so low that I focused on that instead of creating something different. It created tension in my body and mind, which made me feel a bit powerless. Once I asked my body to tell me what it needed I worked things out and felt much better. I got the ball rolling on several things and manifested a few of my intentions, too.

The story since April 23rd:

1. Health: My cold has morphed into another cold (or viscious hay-fever?). I have been ultra-tired lately, partly because of tensions and stresses over my future. I had gotten on track with "Food Combining" (see my video) but after several days of feeling very ill I had to re-evaluate things. I was eating way too much fruit (blood sugar was a mess) and way too little protein. I realized that I have been using certain health practices in a vacuum, not integrating the other knowledge that I already have about my health. TRUST YOUR SELF-KNOWLEDGE CLARISSA!!! (That is for me, of course). I have since ordered two books on Food Combining by Susanne Somers which are awesome. I had used them in the past but had "forgotten" that her advice had been so beneficial (and balanced) for me. Go figure... I also received my results today from the allergy test lab!! I finally know what I am intolerant to (Milk and Yeast, among other things). So I'm feeling more in control of my health, and not quite as exhausted.

2. Organization has been working in spurts, I haven't had the physical energy to finish, so I am picturing the end result, it is coming...

3. My family's future!! THIS has been frustrating me for MONTHS and I know that I simply have been too focused on the "Lack of Direction" and have needed to ease up. Well, I'm still not much easier with this, but I have made the DECISION that my son's education is going to be our first priority. I have been intending to send him to an alternative school, rather than a state school, and we've been looking at the options (and there aren't very many in the UK). We visited an amazing school on Friday that really inspired us though, so we've felt we are on the right track! It was a school that I had dreamed of visiting for ages but never let myself believe I was worth it (it seemed too perfect). The school was one of the most amazing places I'd ever been! It is a world of possibility that should be a model for the future of all children. We even got to watch some children doing their annual MayPole dancing, it was just idyllic...

Visiting the school was a breakthrough for me, as it would have been a road never travelled and I'd have always wondered "what was there for me???" Well, I decided today that although we loved the school we couldn't afford to live there and pay for the school both (expensive area). My dear husband would have to have a long commute if we did, and my priority is to keep my family together, not add stresses and separation. SO, after deciding that we'd just have to find another school...I found a branch of that school JUST DOWN THE ROAD!!! Now, this is crazy because I had LOOKED AND LOOKED for schools in our area and I never saw that school there before. I had even looked at the national site for that particular type of school, and this one is not listed there... Weird!! I think this proves that timing is everything. AND the great thing is that they are having an Open Day next Saturday and I was worried I'd have missed it (many of the others have already had theirs). WOW!

4. Peace in my Marriage: This is getting stronger and stronger, we've both been more loving and (mostly) patient this week. Coming together on the School Issue has given us a bond, too, and I am very Grateful!!!

5. Appointments: I made a handful of them (avoided a few), but saw a doctor about a nagging health-issue and am feeling much more open to getting the other stuff done. I see my Hypnotherapist next week and I can't wait!!!

6. Support: This is growing: I had some great conversations with my best friend again this week, Shaun is being VERY supportive, and I'm getting health support, too. Oh, and The 100 Day Challenge group continues to be wonderfully kind and generous with comments and messages, thanks to all of you who are reading this!!!

NEXT WEEK I AM OPEN TO MANIFESTING:

Family Future Plans: We manifest very clear steps to follow towards our joyful future (school, home, jobs, community). We will attend the Open Day at the Alder Bridge school and be free to enroll Colin (if we choose to) and we'll find some great, affordable houses to buy in that area.

Health: I attract Clarity on my Health Regime, the energy and support that I require to follow the regime, and to have a giant surge in stamina. I will also have a good visit with the dentist.

Peace and Harmony: I will feel a surge in this (from a 5 to level 10) in my marriage and family. My heart will have much more as well (from a 5 to a 10) about our decisions and intuition.

Organization: I will achieve 100% organization in the cupboards,, put all "homeless" items in their places, find new homes for our unwanted items, and hang up the pictures that are sitting on the floor. I will take other pictures to get framed and sort through all of my catalogs and magazines.

Support: I will have an amazing session with Jayke (hypno-lady), make an appointment with my Reflexologist, and I am open to meeting and connecting with people in my community who will offer support, ideas, insights, mentorship, and/or friendship.

Time: I will have enough time to acheive anything I choose during the week, find it easy to let go of time-drains, and complete dozens of projects in a joyful, patient, and unhurried manner.

Laughter: I will experience loads of deep belly-laughs each day, and cultivate fun and hilarity in my family and circle of friends.

More soon... :0).